The Good Life
I beat the snot out of breast cancer. Praise the Lord!
The Move....
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
New Blog
Monday, January 09, 2012
My Journey Journal
Many of my FB friends know that I am in the process of doing a bulk reproduction of my Breast Cancer Journey Journal. I'm really excited about this. This is what I have done.
I decided to print my BC journal because people in my extend circle were telling me I should. I know the market is saturated with books like this, so I didn’t want to try to go through the hassle of working with a publisher. I’m not hoping to market it to the world…just those in my extended circle. So I asked people if they’d be interested in it and once I heard from 10 people to the affirmative, I decided to go with it. I decided right off that this would be a grass roots kind of effort on my part. I’m not looking to be “professional” in a sleek high glossy kind of way. I want it to look nice but I’m not hung up on it. I seriously think that a layman’s kind of look adds to the charm of it. It’s like scrap booking…looking too professional takes away from the design…makes it look cookie cutter. That said, I went on EBay and bought a binding machine, I talked to a couple places that did photocopying and found a great guy at Office Depot who really cut me a super deal. I had already laid everything out in MS Publisher. It was a time consuming process because I had to basically cut and paste from my blog and from FB. I pasted it first into Word and then went through each entry with a fine tooth comb. To my horror, I found out my blog posts were not always grammatically correct or free of spelling errors. So I cleaned them up and then pulled everything into Publisher. This was fun for me. Seriously. I loved tweaking it.
I wanted to print it on the back of some heavy (probably a 32 lb) paper that I saved from a landfill back in the nineties when I worked at a law firm but it wouldn’t reproduce well because the paper is not smooth. So I had to scratch that idea and print it on pink paper. Each sheet has two pages of the journal on it and then each page is folded in half. I started out folding each piece of paper but I discovered today that Office Depot has a machine and will do it for me! This will save a ton of time.
I'm selling it for $10 a copy plus shipping. I feel kind of bad to charge that much but I'm not working and even though I'm not looking to make a huge profit, I'm also not able to go into arrears. Right now I'm up to 49 copies!!!! I'm really happy with this Here is a picture of the finished product.
To those of you who have ordered it, I thank you very much! I've said it before and I'll say it again...I've been blessed.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
The Year in Review
During the first part of my treatment I read many blogs written by women in my position and many of them said that getting breast cancer was a blessing. I thought “clearly these women have lost their God loving minds.” Breast cancer; a blessing? This was right around when Bin Laden was captured and killed. I had wished our government had brought him back here for a few rounds of Red Devil first before shooting him and burying him at sea. Chemotherapy is definitely a punishment. Of course, it’s also a good thing because without it I couldn’t have kicked the snot out of breast cancer.
But I have to say, I see it now…what these ladies were saying. Yes, of course I would have liked to have avoided the whole dreadful disease but since I had to go through it, I’ve learned a lot and I guess I can say it was a blessing. I have never felt such an outpouring of support, love and prayers. From my family and friends in New York, Florida, Pennsylvania and California to the IT department at my old job; I have truly been blessed.
I know I’ve said it before but Facebook has been wonderful for me. I have reconnected with so many friends from my past. I never would have connected with them had it not been for Facebook. My biggest supporters: Arlene in Texas; Suzanne in Florida; Chris R., Maggie, Janice, Chris Y, Ann and Gemma in New York, Mary Jo in Kansas all became my “friend” on Facebook when I needed them the most.
I do believe, God willing, the worst of it is behind me. I thank God for seeing me through this. I will say I’m not an overly religious person, but I do believe in God and I know, he too was there for me.
I am so hoping you all have a wonderful holiday season and I wish you all the very best in 2012. Life is good. It really is.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Don't Mess with my Mojo...
Thursday, November 24, 2011
My "I Kicked the Snot Out of Breast Cancer" WNY Tour
Speaking of napping, I do believe that God thought I had too much planned on my trip. Yeah, in an attempt to slow me down, I got socked with an awful head cold. I ended up cancelling many of the things I had planned to do. I guess I didn't comprehend the concept of "your immune system has been compromised by cancer" enough so fate had to step in.
I did see my mother-in-law fall and break her hip (see last post) which is always a treat. (That's sarcasm...I love her...we do NOT have the stereotypical MIL / DIL relationship.)
Me & Chic |
I did meet up with friends and my brothers, Jim & Ed at Desperadoes in Angola on 11/11. That was fun for a few hours. I drank way too many O'Dooles! :)
Jon & Amanda |
Uncle Bob, figuring it out. |
On Saturday (11/12), I met up with Jim, Ed, Marlene (SIL), Amanda, Kate, Devin (Kate's BF) Jon, cousin Louise and Uncle Bob at Applebees in Blasdell. That was fun too. It's good to see Uncle Bob whenever I'm in town. He's 86 and still interested in figuring out his phone. :)
Tammy, Devon & Kate |
Linda, Carol & me |
Ed & Don |
from the score against Dallass! Yeah, I may be an Okie but I sure don't care for those Cowboys. Anyway, it was great just the same as my cousins, Carol & Don & Kimberly and Linda & Ray came over as did Tammy & Ray (my brother's ex-in-laws) and Ed & Amanda. Kate, Devon & Jon were there too. We had fun just visiting...didn't really watch the game much anyway.
On 11/14, I went to the hospital to see Mama Mahoney. This lady is such a trooper. They are not going to do surgery, just let it heal. Well, we say that but she's in rehab now and she's not sitting around healing. They get her up to do occupational therapy every morning and physical therapy every afternoon. I get that this has to be done but how can a bone heal if it's being moved around? I just don't get that. After leaving the hospital, I drove in the pouring rain. I had to stop and get gas and nitrogen in the tires and get the oil checked because the "check oil light" kept going on. I found a place, by accident...not that I believe in accidents, that would do all three. This meant several trips out in the cold and rain. I drove in the rain back to Jim's. Kate was waiting to take us to her grandparent's house for dinner. Kate's such a little trooper; the monsoon we drove through didn't hardly phase her. Dinner with Ray and Tammy was wonderful...thank you guys.
On Tuesday morning 11/15 I was officially sick. I managed to go to Peppers in Angola to meet my former neighbor, Judy. She's a former nurse and she told me I needed to stay at Jim's and sleep and not go off visiting people. It wasn't good for me or them at this point. So I cancelled seeing Uncle Bob again. I cancelled my plans for Wednesday and Thursday. I didn't get to see Mama Mahoney until Friday and I still kept my distance. I also did get to see my friends Gemma and Kevin.
Kate, Me and Devon |
Then Saturday I was back, flying those friendly skies. Fortunately the head cold is gone.
Kate, Me and Jon |
I like this pic of me and Jim. |
Friday, November 11, 2011
Mama Mahoney
This was what I had planned. It didn't work out that way. I got there early; this did happen. I was talking to my SIL, Mary when Mama Mahoney emerged from her bedroom. I motioned to come to her to give her a hug but she said, "I have to go," as she plotted along with her walker to the restroom. I figured I'd hug her when she came out and I turned my attention to Mary. Suddenly there was a clamor and then Mama Mahoney was yelling. My first reaction was to look at Mary because I was sure, in that split second, she was going to tell me, "oh, that's okay...it's just ma making the same noise she makes every time she goes to the restroom." It wasn't. Ma was on her left side; the same side she had hip replacement surgery on in 1999 and she was yelling out in pain.
Mama Mahoney has a hairline fracture of the hip. I'm sick with worry. I wish so much I had walked the four steps to her. I really believe if I had, the outcome would be different. But it wasn't. Mary had told me that ma was doing better. She was getting to the restroom on her own; doing things independently and now she's back to square one. Grrrr....I'm so sad.
They say that a hip fracture at an advanced age means a recovery is not likely. I think she could come back from this though. I've known this woman for over 25 years and in that time I never known her to break a bone. Her brother, Al, broke his hip at 87 and now, at 91 he's fine; getting around, still driving.
All of this is so reminiscent to when my mother was alive. She died shortly after the bones around the plate they put in her hip just crumbled. Her osteoporosis was so bad than a simple step on the day before she was to finally go home changed her life and mine forever.
Fortunately for Mama Mahoney, her bones are much stronger. I pray she can work through the pain and get better.
Saturday, November 05, 2011
The Hard Part is Over!!!!
For my last radiation treatment, the gals (Debbie, Hope, Maggie, Jess and Dr Young) at Cancer Specialists of Oklahoma gave me this beautiful flower arrangement. Thank you so much for your work, compassion and thoughtfulness during my treatment. Thanks for putting up with all my questions. I know I can be as annoying as Sheldon on The Big Bang Theory rapping on the neighbor's door saying, "Penny...Penny...Penny." :) But we gotter done!
Now I need to heal and heal I will. It will just take a little time. I had posted on Facebook that my chest - on my right side (where apparently all the fighting was happening) - looks like a map of some burnt out third world country. The left side depicts the aerial view of amber waves of grain. The equator cuts through both sides (my scar). I feel so sorry for the people who live on the right side...surely they must be hurting. I imagine they are wearing bandages around their heads and walking with tree-branched makeshift crutches. I think there was an infomercial on television the other night asking for aid. I'm sure many of the inhabitants of the right side were forced to jump to their death in a nearby volcano (my armpit). It's a sad sad situation. I'm so looking forward to the day when amber waves of grain rule.
Until then, I will relish in the fact I'm cancer free!
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- Margaret Dick That's a great way to "kickoff" your birthday weekend. Hope it's fabulous.
- Ann Rammacher Good to hear you'll be done with that!
- Melanie Willoughby glad to hear that Eva try and have a good day
- Chic Ciccarella Bazydlo *+*+*+*++*+*+*+ I knew you could do it!!!
- Rosalie Atti-Holguin You made it.....Praying your day goes well! Always on my mind friend.
- Michael Panzica Stay strong Eva you can do it!!!!
- Christine Ferguson Yawney whoo hoo! see you soon!
- Linda Just Glad to hear you are done with it!
- Joann Ellis HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW, EVA!! ENJOY :O)
- Patty Puckett Glad last radiation! Happy birthday woman!
- Nita Hedrick Benefield WooHoo!!! So
- Nita Hedrick Benefield Happy for you. Sorry. I got so excited I didn't finish. LMAO!!!
- Joe Jackie Androff Bracco I really don't know where you found the strength, I'm so proud of you! Happy Birthday Eva and I really hope I can say that in person when I come up next year!
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
A Little Too Crispy
J R Martinez - A true inspiration! |
Now if only the neuropathy and total forgetfulness would get better...then I'd be set.
PS...I don't want to minimize the fact that I am cancer-free. I know I am so lucky and perhaps I shouldn't complain about a side effect that will go away eventually but right now...aw..I just need to let you know how it really is. Remember, not complaining, just informing. :).
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Cancer Treatment Update
I'm two-thirds into my radiation treatment and it's, as expected, getting harder and harder. On Saturday morning the radiation site looked fine. On Sunday, my chest area was dark brown; the area near my collarbone and by my shoulder was red - sunburn red...like "pass the Solarcaine" red. I saw the doctor today and she says that this happens - where you're fine one day and the next you're a little crispy. I told her the brown area looks dirty. She assures me it's not. She actually says my skin looks good considering all it's been through. I'm freaking out a little. I know, it will go away but ...well..you know. Also, I've been very tired - really tired. I get up in the morning and take my pills, take Becca for a walk and then I'm pretty much done - looking to lay down. And it's not a short nap...it's at least two hours. I thought I was done with this but apparently not.
On the Halloween front...I am going as a boy. Yeah, I'm working it. Phil's going to be a doctor. That's pretty benign. Guess we both are....bahahaha.
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Sunday, October 23, 2011
Halloween
Friday, October 21, 2011
Mama Mahoney's 90th
I put it together before Phil took it to her. |
Thursday, October 20, 2011
The Upside to a Masectomy - part 3
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Thank You Friends
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Health Update
Pumping Iron! |
- · I’m tarred and feathered! Say it like a Redneck – “tarred.” They say this will happen with radiation and it may continue for weeks after I’m done. As tired as I am, I’m not sleeping very well. I don’t seem to get tired at night; it’s the morning. I get up around 7am, take my pills, eat breakfast and take Becca for a walk. Then I want to sleep. If I lay down, it’s for a good three hours. I try not to do this because I want to do something constructive but I sometimes I just have to sleep. The radiation isn’t giving me a sun burn yet.
- · I went to a Breast Cancer Survivors Luncheon. It was interesting. They had a speaker, Krista Newgent, PT. She specializes in Lymphedema. She says that even if you have one lymph node removed you are susceptible to this condition. If one contracts Lymphedema, they can’t get rid of it. Krista says I need to get a compression sleeve to wear on my right arm when I’m doing housework or lifting anything, I also need to wear it when I get on an airplane. Apparently swelling can occur when faced with a change in altitude. This is all new to me. Well, that's not completely true. I'm sure it was discussed, but in my chemo-brain head, I couldn't address it. Anyway, I brought this up with Dr Toma and her office is working on getting me an appointment with Krista for an evaluation.
- · My weight is staying the same despite my eating calorie ridden confections like chocolate cheese cake, chocolate pudding and coco-coconut butter. I’m starting to like more foods. I’m still not big on beef or cake though.