I posted this pic on Facebook because it rings so true to me. It makes no sense to give anyone power over you. I get that. And after having gone through cancer and beating it, one has but no choice to really look at their life and make some changes. Everyone says to not let the little things get you down...to gloss over it and basically pretend it doesn't exist; it doesn't hurt. I have approached people with a discussion on this and I sense their frustration. In my case, I'm like a dog with a bone....I want to analyze it and I try but I get this "In the whole scheme of things, is it really that important. Just let it go!" Well maybe the person I'm fretting over needs to live in my head a little bit longer rent free; maybe I'm not ready to evict them. I'm kind of tired of having to feel guilty for wanting to wallow in my despair a little longer. Yeah, I know it's of no good for me. I know I should put my energies elsewhere...somewhere more productive but in many cases I just can't...not yet. Certain things have happened with my socially and I can say I'm making pretty good strides to get past them. But just because I slip, doesn't mean I'm not moving on..it's just at a different pace than my good-intention friends would like. Just so there's no dispute on this..I love all of my friends; appreciate them so much!!!! So don't stop being you but understand, letting go is not my strong suit (I know, duh!) :) All is good.
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